But the approach was wrong, I don’t think you are going to get rid of shame trying to become like Jesus
You might be better off just doing what Jesus tells you to do ….
Some Christians fall into this trap “I can do what Jesus did” but is all or none here either you walk on water, stop storms bring people back to life and resuscitate yourself , I don’t think this is possible ,
The book is also boring
Blessings to all