Zed and Murphy are my best friends. They don’t know I exist and they never will. But that will never matter to me. I’ve been through it all with them. the ups, the downs. the absolute diagonals of every crazy situation. I’ve been with them through the sadness, the terror and the ever so fleeting happiness when we are gifted such a beautiful present. they will be in my heart for a long time to come. they will be on my mind often. and even though this will forever be a one sided relationship. I am happy. and I am full of love. for these two individuals deserve all the love we have to give.