I wanted to like this story. I love Vido and wanted a great love story for Carmine, but the kink went too far. it was disturbing, especially in the light of Lyra’s psychopathic father. Both Carmine and Lyra came across as sick and disturbed, slapping, scratching, etc. They are basically abusing one another and no that’s not the way to lose your virginity. I hope they don’t have children.