I have never cried so many times during a book. Matt Dinniman is a fantastic writer who knows how to get you invested in so many different characters and which strings to pull for your emotions to change on a dime. Jeff Hays is an amazing narrator and voice actor/artist and his performance for this inevitable ruin is amazing. I laughed. I cried. I sobbed. this book is probably my favorite book I have read in a very, very long time. And the audiobook is just remarkable. I recommended this to everyone.